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Friday, 29 May 2009

  • rant.

    Bah, just looking over everything online I see so much that annoys me.  This entry will act as a small form of channelling it in small doses.  Call it medication.

    Sexism - Girls
    Please, you're killing me.  You've destroyed all hope of ever functioning healthily in relationships, and only made it worse for younger generations.  Sure, women's rights and all that are good.  In theory.  What I mean is you have to draw the line somewhere.  Right now, there is none and you will "stand up" for yourselves in such a manner that is beyond toxic levels of sexist.  You don't have the right to "pick and choose" if you will.  This means "YES! Stand up for what is right!", not "YES! Stand up for what you want!".  There is a difference between what is right, and what is just a want.  Like the difference between need and want.

    Several advancements have come out of women standing up for human rights in the past - but since it reached equality levels it just kept on pushing past that equality limit.  Sure - guys thought they were kings in ancient history, but to do what you did is like Blacks enslaving whites because the whites used to.  No exaggeration.

    As a guy, I want to be able to have every same right in a relationship as the girl.  There should be no treating them like "pets", "tools", "toys", or anything related.  That is beyond rude, and I have every right to act the very same way if they treat me as such.  This means guys would possess the same power to "train" girls as girls so rudely do.  AND, if a guy does stand up for himself in such a manner to prove a point, he should not be treated like he committed a hate crime in the eyes of the law.  Do you see what I mean by pick and choosing rights and wants?

    So listen, not all guys are jerks.  Not all guys are sex fiends, hounds, dogs, scum, or any of the mentioned.  IN FACT, few are.  So why do you keep getting hurt?  Because you are foolish and get yourself into relationships that you only dream would work due to many shallow reasons.  Think about it - you keep getting on the broken roller coaster and keep complaining that all roller coasters are bad because you keep choosing the broken ones.  Sounds dumb?  Too true.

    In many ways Girls are much much more shallow and dogs than guys, yet at the very same time don't want to admit such.


    Sexism - Guys
    I'm not a one-sided person in this argument.  Guys can be sexist too.

    Guys, please for the love of God and everything that is holy, that small group of you who are in fact this scum they speak so much about, just drop the load of c*** - you're ruining the image of guys.  For those who make sexist jokes and comments - stop it, you're only provoking the overpowering of "female rights".  For those who accept the current state of how imbalanced this system really is, stand up for yourselves and guys everywhere.


    Illiteracy
    If I have to see one more linguistic-abomination of a string of test that contains the ever-too-popular "MSN", "leetspeak", or "txting" I will virus their computer.  This form of "English" that is being spun everywhere now is angering people like me who actually care about the state language, and all of its glory.  Language was made to be a way of expressing thoughts in a full manner so people can clearly communicate information, ideas, and thoughts to further the human state of mind.  Did you know that we as a nation (English-speaking nation [as a whole]) only uses one SIXTH of what we used to as compared to Shakespeare's time?  No, even if you were to remove all of the "thee's", "thou's" and such that still come nowhere close to helping the odds even out.

    As a human I am embarrassed to see people degrading communication to the point of complete stupidity as a society.  Do you remember when you were a kid, say grade 4 or so, doing spelling bees as a part of class?  They made us learn basic communication.  Well, not too long ago (a few months back) I was partaking a co-op placement for high school at an elementary school, in a grade 6/7 split class.  I was the lucky person to mark them.  Do you remember what it was like for you?  They were so easy!  If you didn't get them you were considered slow because everyone in the class got them just as easy.  I was astonished when I was marking the two class's spelling books - 80% FAILED (or came borderline)!  With astoundingly easy words that would make you wonder what the heck is wrong with these children (grade: 7, word: kitchen, spelled: kichin)!

    Please, if you EVER see any of your friends typing like this or of the sort - show them what they just wrote, ask them to read it aloud, and point out how stupid it sounds and looks.  Here's an analogy to throw at you: How would you like it if you had to read a 400 page book for school whr all da werdz r typd liek dis!!!!!1

    If I were a teacher, I'd fail anyone who handed in a paper where they clearly used the txt type of language anywhere in their document.  Spelling and grammar errors happen - txting on the other hand is simply and epidemic.


    rant over - more to come.

Wednesday, 27 May 2009

  • Back In Black

    Man, been too long.  How's the community doing?

    Anyhow I thought that even though I have much free time, I have forgotten about the joys of the blogging world.  So what's new with me?  A few things really: I got my Tyndale University acceptance, my video game is well underway, music still tastes good, and my drumming is getting better.

    For details on my game:

    The intent of the game I'm making (so far known as The Labyrinth Project) is to combine complexity with user-friendliness, options with ease-of-use, and networking with community.  It will be better classified as a FPS (First-Person Shooter) mixed with an RPG (Role-Playing Game), so far unknown to the gaming world.  This will be quite a fun project, as so far I have gotten a small community of gamers like my self who have the ideas, but not the knowledge how.  This means although I designed the framework and main essentials of the game (as well as the coding), I will be taking other people's ideas and opinions to help make the game grow to what the people want.  Although for the most part people think they can't really help me in any way, I take each of their abilities and show them they can in fact submit quite a bit for the game.  Not an artist?  You can help my research by sending me images found online for my weapon designs.  Not a programmer?  You can help me plan the concepts by submiting pseudo-code (plain english programming.  ex: if this happens, then do this).  Suck at computer stuff?  You can even still help by submitting ideas and online research for various topics (ex: various weapon specs).

    I also plan on making it open source when I create some form of submition.  This means people can see the source code I used to make the game (except for the encryption module, so there can be no hacking profiles), update it, and submit it for review.  This will also be the very first open-source chooting game to date.  I will also include a programme people can use to make maps (so easy to use your little sister can do it.  Tested theory).  There is no doubt this game will be setting the bar quite high and breaking ground in the gamming world.  AND, it'll all be free.

    To best describe the game, I came up with this short introduction of a description (as short as it can be, it is quite innovative in many areas) so people can better understand what I'm making:



    • COMPLETE control over your environment: the map options will be quite extensive to not only make each game a new experience, but provides challenges in ways not often seen (weather, fog, 24 hour clock (possibility with connecting to your cities time and weather?), random map generation (creates a map from scratch), etc)

    • COMPLETE control over your player: How would you provide the ultimate experience for a shooter? Mix in the flexibility of an RPG (role playing game) and you have it, a character with stats that you can train (or just use defaults)! The stats will effect the ability of how you play including details such as: speed, defence, equipment (armours, etc), load speed, semi-auto firing speed (requires good finger dexterity), what weapon they can use, etc. This will also allow player to unlock new suits, camos, equipment, and weapons.

    • Progressive levelling: to keep people playing, there will be a VAST selection of weapons and maps (there will be default maps) to choose from, but you can only unlock them by playing... the harder the difficulty you try, the faster you can unlock them.

    • Sheer power: I will be using the industries best programmes to create the 3D models from scratch, including animations. Besides that, it will have the great 3D graphics that comes with most modern games. The best part is - because it is intended for multi player use (you can face bots alone though), it will be able to play over any network you set up (which will be simplified so anyone can figure it out). Computer sucks? That's fine, the graphic options will allow you to take out whatever graphical aspect you want to make it run smooth for you. It will come with an auto feature for that just to help you out.

    • SWAT AI: Good news, a challenge. As a gamer, I hated it when people said the hard stuff was 'easy', just to brag. So, let me be a prick. There will be a team helping me put together SWAT level AI to make a challenge for even the best gamers out there. And I mean a least 10X more advanced than pretty much every 'SWAT' AI out there. Flanking, flushing, smart use of environment, weapons, team members, your weapons, your team-members, visibility, EVERYTHING you know or can think of - even your ammunition count. Take that for size.

    I don't think I'm going over the top, I've just been gaming for a good while and wished for all the best features all in one game. These days they focus too much on story and graphics, leaving flexibility, user-friendliness, and multi player in the dust. Time for a good change.

    So I am asking just about anyone who knows how to shoot a virtual gun, what do YOU want to see in the ultimate shooter?



    Screeshots can and will be posted soon.

Friday, 27 February 2009

  • I'm Sorry.

    I'm sorry.  I have lost touch - drifting away from my passions.
    I feel ashamed, and ask that you will forgive me.

    Anyways I feel I have really been leaving my Xanga behind, with nobody knowing of what happened.  To be honest, since my lack of school, I have been getting dangerously lazy.  It has been affecting all the things I once loved, including Xanga.  I don't really have any new Poetry for you guys, or even some form of a rant to pickle your brain.  I promise I will try.  If you don't see any new updates on this site for the next few days, you know at least my other site is being maintained.

    Cheers

Saturday, 31 January 2009

  • Chasms Of The Mind

    So I have been tagged in an entry asking about how people got their names.  I would reply directly on the post, but it is a bit of a story.  Plus some of you may want to know.  So here it is.

    I have always been fascinated by my friend Jonathan's writings.  They were deep, insightful, and yet still different than everyone else's.  I guess you can say he's kind of been my role model.  Most especially in his writing.  I cannot find this piece that he wrote anymore (that inspired my pen name), but I will still put up a snippet of his work.  He is still very much an inspiration to me, and you can easily see why.

    The following was part of a series of strange letters he wrote signed The Non-Existent Exister.


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    Dear Reader,

    I regret to inform you that you do not exist. I am sure this has come as a great shock to you all, considering that you have been under the impression that you do exist for quite some time now. But, I have discovered through my research that none of you actually exist. Why? Some of you may find yourselves asking the computer screen, and so I shall tell you all without further delay.
    While looking at the surreal world of X-Box and Nintendo and the artwork hanging in the hall outside my door, I came to the sudden realization that all of you, every single one of you is a figment of my imagination.
    Alas, I can almost hear the screams emanating from every mouth, nose and buttocks as you all realize the ineptitude of your struggles to be, and so I offer one last consoling thought - at least you don't have to worry about the problems of global warming, the imbalance of the economy and the dangers of smoking.

    Kind Regards,
    The Non-Existent Exister


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Friday, 28 November 2008

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